Last Christmas (2021.12.25)
Ritualized Inefficiency (2021.12.18)
Closer to Longview (2021.12.15)
Forty-One (2021.12.11)
It's Only an Island (2021.12.02)
Uncle George (2021.11.25)
A Little More Strangers (2021.11.18)
Our Daily Tedium (2021.11.09)
Boys' Night (2021.11.01)
And Another Thing (2021.10.24)
Take a Weight off (2021.10.20)
Objectively Terrible (2021.10.10)
Kill My Darlings (2021.10.07)
To Boldly Go (2021.10.01)
Pryde in the Void (2021.09.22)
Mass Disturbance (2021.09.15)
Teaching through Razor Wire (2021.09.09)
Alien Boyfriend (2021.09.04)
Masking the Papercut (2021.08.29)
Death in Lake George (2021.08.16)
Josie (2021.08.06)
Domestic Strangers (2021.07.02)
Thunder Brewing (2021.07.01)
Seeing Kei (2021.06.28)
Goodbye Red Hook (2021.06.26)
The Last Time (2021.06.21)
Mic Check (2021.06.14)
Newer Paltz (2021.05.05)
Writing in the Dark (2021.05.03)
Vimes (2021.04.22)
Last Easter (2021.04.16)
The Losing Side (2021.04.15)
Friend Zone (2021.03.30)
Putting the Damage on (2021.03.16)
Potential Rescue (2021.03.09)
Kiss in Dreams (2021.03.01)
Not about That Life (2021.02.28)
Grunge (2021.02.21)
Lone Star (2021.02.09)
Inoculating Insecurity (2021.01.28)
Executing Closures (2021.01.21)
This Path with a Limp (2021.01.10)
Dan and his family share their last Christmas with us.
Also, COVID.
Is the old way the best way?
No, but aesthetics.
Dan and his family are nearly gone.
I spend my forty-first birthday dinner contemplating paths taken.
My students' trauma overwhelms me.
My uncle dies over Thanksgiving.
I don't want to have to miss my niblings.
Yes, work is boring, but who ever said my primary identification was as a teacher.
My father and brothers have our last Boys' Night Out as New Yorkers.
Amber and I have an argument because we are grumpy.
Don't comment on people's bodies.
Why do I write about myself?
People -- philosophically and literally -- want my students dead.
An inadequate boy thinks a date makes him Kristina's boyfriend.
I tend to know my mental illness is being obnoxious. My superpower is acting as though I am normal.
So, there is a riot my first week at work...
I experience culture shock beginning a new job at a high-security facility.
Kristina is single, but would probably prefer to date a human.
I fight some Midsummer madness. (Fine, late summer.)
An orb is presented and an ailing Arthur passes.
I may meet a new friend who farms alpacas.
Love looks strange in the dark.
I get contemplative at a midnight thunderstorm.
I see Kei for the first time in years.
I leave my job for the last time.
I will soon leave my facility for the last time, entering an uncertain future.
A make a new friend who has an uncertain past.
I feel revived in a town that rarely embraced me.
I focus mostly on delving darkness for cash.
I have been poor enough that I wasted money on survival.
This may be the last Easter that I spend with my niblings.
My facility is sacrificed to Cuomo for a picnic. My car is dying.
Oh, so friendship is like casual dating? I feel someone ought to have mentioned this before.
Music can make me clinically crazy.
Owing to my writing, senators pass a bill that could keep my facility open.
A woman kisses me in dreams, possibly because I am not being kissed deeply enough in life. I would rather you want to tongue kiss my books, though. Just avoid papercuts and seagulls.
One of my former students is murderer in the street.
I get a new, paid writing gig.
My brother Dan may be moving to Texas and taking his children with him.
The people at my job are giving up in small doses. I get the first of two COVID vaccines.
The governor proposes to close my facility and displace me because he doesn't want to tax rich people and doesn't care that it may literally kill my students.
Amber is unsure of her path.